Songs with a personal slant on life, love, longing...

BETTER FRIENDS

Words & Music: Nigel Cameron

 

So much better now I’ve told you how I feel

Can believe it took this long

Something’s different and it feels so real

Maybe not together but this will last forever

We’ll be better friends from now on

 

Closer now than ever, yet so far apart

I understand you’re just not there

Love is more than just a matter of the heart

Although it’s sad to see you’re not in love with me

I’m grateful that you wish you were

 

It may take a while for me to let you go

Can you excuse my stubborn heart?

Thank you for the love you’ve shown to me, even so

I’m glad we’ve seen this through and started something new

Something that cannot be torn apart

 

Now the line is clearly drawn

I’ll try my best at moving on

Wishing only happiness for you

For times ahead, a different song

A brighter future from now on

Where all you shattered dreams can be renewed

 

What tomorrow holds may be a mystery

The things you want or need unclear

One thing is for sure you can count on me

I’ll miss you when you’re gone but pray you will be strong

And know that brighter days are near

 

 

MORE THAN ABC

Words & Music: Nigel Cameron

 

Well life is much more than just ABC

Now I’ve met a girl and her name is Dee

She’s so sweet, she caught me by surprise

With her beautiful feet and her sparkly eyes

 

Love is much more than just 123

Now I know the score and you’re the one 4 me

You can be my babe and I will be your hun

Everything has changed now you’re my No 1

 

I never knew life could hold so much more

But then I’ve never met someone like you before

I’d like to spend time in your company

‘Cos life is much more than just ABC –

 

‘Cos you’re my Dee, you’re my Dee

 

A song is so much more than just melody

Now you’re the inspiration flowin out of me

You’re really something special never been so blessed

By every conversation every single text

 

Gotta message on my phone from my brown eyed girl

She was dancing all alone wishing I was there

But we make each other smile when we’re far away

And even for a while we’re counting every day

We really like each other’s company

Now life is much more than ABC –

 

‘Cos you’re my Dee, you’re my Dee

 

 

MUSIC ON MY DREAMS

Words & Music: Nigel Cameron

 

There’s another string to my bow and it’s playing on my heart today

Never thought it was so but you know I think it’s here again to stay

A melody playing on my heart today

This melody here again to stay

 

All the things I recall, sweet memories of you

Come flooding in, I’m swept away, and there’s nothing I can do

In your eyes, no surprise, just the same as ever

Now you’re here I realise we could be together,

You and I, in the end

 

All the dreams I once had could finally come true

After all this time what can I say, It’s up to me and you

Holding on, we could be strong through the stormy weather

Closer now, it won’t be long, we will be together,

You and I, in the end

 

Well I know it may be harder than it seems,

But I’m not prepared to let you go

So I’ll just keep pouring music on my dreams,

For I’ve heard that it can make them grow.

 

All the things I recall, sweet memories of you

All the dreams I once had could finally come true

After all this time what can I say

I’m swept away

 

 

MY LOVE FOR YOU

Words & Music: Nigel Cameron

 

Do you feel my love for you from so far away

As I’m thinking of only you again today.

Do you feel the love, do you feel my love for you

Do you feel the love?

 

Do you feel my love for you from so far away

As I’m dreaming of seeing you again some day.

If absence makes the heart grow fond

Our love can grow across the pond that separates

I meditate upon this thought - do you feel the love

Do you feel the love, do you feel my love for you

Do you feel the love?

 

Do you really know how much I think of you

And even though I wish there’s more I could do

There’ll be no bounds for you and me

If love can reach across the sea that separates

So don’t hesitate to let me know – do you feel the love

Do you feel the love, do you feel my love for you

Do you feel the love?

 

When we meet again - like the first time, with so much catching up to do

The questions on our minds we can leave them all behind

As our love for each other comes shining through

And we can see the love, see our love for each other

Feel the love…

 

Love is patient, love is kind, so blessed be the ties that bind

Loving hearts like yours and mine – and they say true love is blind

But I can see, so clearly, now I know that you love me.

 

 

NO TIME

Words & Music: Nigel Cameron

 

Wouldn’t it be nice to hear from you?

Wouldn’t it be nice to see the pictures that you drew for me?

Well I guess I’ll just have to wait

I can talk to you on the phone

But I wonder how long it will take

For us to move on

 

Mama says she hasn’t got time

 

Wouldn’t it be good to get your letters?

Wouldn’t it be good and wouldn’t it be so much better for us

To have something to hold on to

More than just an aching heart

A simple reminder of you

That would be a good start

 

Wouldn’t it be great to see your photograph?

Wouldn’t it be great to see you smile and see you laugh again

For since we were together

I’m sure you must have grown

More beautiful than ever

That your picture would have shown

 

I just hope your mama won’t regret it

When it’s too late to do what’s been undone

It’s just as well we’re never gonna let it

Stop our love from going on and on

 

 

 

NOT WHERE I’M AT

Words & Music: Nigel Cameron

 

Can you see all the stars up in heaven

Do you know how many fish are in the sea

Can you hear what someone else may be thinking

Do you know everything about me

 

Can you tell what’s around the next corner

Do you always try to learn from the past

Can you say we’re so meant to be together

Do you know for sure if this will last

 

Well how do you know

You know much more than me

 

Can I try to explain how I’m feeling

Do you want to help me figure it out

For my heart has been bruised and needs healing

And there’s more than a shadow in my doubt

 

You say you know how much I love you

But just how much is that

How can you know my love is true

When that’s not where I’m at

 

If you know how much I love you

You know much more than me

 

 

SECRET LOVE

Words & Music: Nigel Cameron

 

I’ve been along this road before

But now it’s hard to just ignore

I feel as if you’ve never gone away

And even though I try to hide

My love for you locked up inside

It seems to just grow deeper every day

 

I’ve tried to read between the lines

To see behind those smiling eyes

But how can I be sure I’ve got it right

If all the things you say to me

Are not what they appear to be

I wish I didn’t feel this way inside

 

If only I could make my feelings clear

And speak the words I long for you to hear

They’re proving very hard for me to say

I’m just so scared that you don’t feel this way

 

It may be hard for you and me

But I believe in honesty

And you should know me well enough by now

To know what I’m about to say

It’s taken me until today

And I’ve just got to let it out somehow

 

How hard can it be to let my feelings show

What good is secret love

If it’s meant to be and I never let you know

What good is secret love

 

If you’re looking for someone

If you’re looking for someone

If you’re looking for someone

Could it be me?

 

 

THERE’S A FEELING

Words & Music: Nigel Cameron

 

There’s a feeling and it’s growing in my heart

It’s like the turning of the tides

There’s a longing to be held in someone’s arms

To fill the emptiness inside

To be the person I should be, to love and to be loved

To feel the sunshine from both sides

 

So let the truth come out, for what’s the use in doubting now

It’s time to be for real, to stand up and be counted

No regrets, no looking back, a new beginning

Time for me to heal, time to be for real.

 

You are someone that I’ve loved for many years

Although I’ve never told you so

You’re the reason that I want to make it clear

Time to let my feelings show

To be the best that I can be, to tell and to be told

To plant the seed and let it grow

 

Whatever happens this is for the best

Now if we look to Him, He can do the rest

 

 

UNTIL NOW

Words & Music: Nigel Cameron

 

Is there meaning in the paintings that nobody sees

Any purpose in the poetry that nobody reads?

And what about all the songs that have never been sung to anyone?

Like the clothes I’ve never worn, like the games yet to be played

Like the visits and the phone calls that I’ve never made,

Could it be that my maybe my life hasn’t really begun

 

Until now

 

Should I hold on to the books that have never been read?

Should I dwell upon the words that have never been said?

And what about all the letters I really should have sent to someone?

Like the gifts I’ve never used, like the cheques yet to be cashed,

Like the questions still unanswered ‘cause I’m too afraid to ask,

Could it be that maybe my life hasn’t really made sense

 

Until now

 

 

WHAT A MOMENT

Words & Music: Nigel Cameron

 

In just a moment all will be revealed

In just a moment you will be right here

And it’s so wonderful how it came to be.

In just a moment our future will be sealed

In just a moment all will be made clear

And it’s so wonderful, so wonderful, so wonderful to me.

 

Oh - oh, so wonderful, Oh - oh, so wonderful.

 

This is the moment I’ve been waiting for

This is the meeting of our lives

And it’s so beautiful, now you’re here with me

This is the moment I have dreamt about

And with the meeting of our eyes

You are so beautiful, so beautiful, so beautiful to see.

 

Oh-oh so beautiful, Oh-oh so beautiful

Oh-oh so beautiful, Oh-oh so beautiful

 

For this moment gazing on your smile

For this moment it’s all been worthwhile

And I’m so thankful for this moment.

For this moment we’re together

For this moment I well ever

Be so thankful, so thankful

For this moment, for this moment.

 

Oh-oh what a moment, Oh-oh what a moment

Oh-oh what a moment, Oh-oh what a moment,

 

 

TURTLE TEARS

Words & Music: Nigel Cameron

 

There are turtles in the river by the park where the children play

And on a statue of a turtle sits one little girl today

From her multi-coloured island she can watch as the world goes by

Like the resting river turtles, there seems to be a tear in her eye

 

She doesn’t feel like playing since her mama told her the good news

That her sister’s daddy’s coming to town and he’ll be here soon

Trying to understand but still she’s feeling a little confused

Wishing sister’s daddy could be her daddy too.

 

He could be my daddy, he could be my daddy

He could be my daddy ‘cos my daddy’s not around

 

No-one ever told her why her daddy went away

Or why he’s never been around even for a day

Sister’s eyes sparkle now that her daddy’s here for a while

But Turtle’s eyes sparkle with tears for she’s not his child

Could he not be her daddy in spite of all that she’s been told

It’s hard to understand when you’re only four years old

 

You could be my daddy, you could be my daddy

You could be my daddy ‘cos my daddy’s not around

 

When my life seems upside down,

You’d pick me up turn me around

When I just can’t understand

And I need someone to hold my hand

You could be my daddy ‘cos my daddy’s not around

When my life seems upside down,

You’d put my feet back on the ground

You could be my daddy ‘cos my daddy’s not around

Won’t you be my daddy ‘till my daddy comes to town

 

Now she’s got someone to cling to, someone to hold

She’s feeling warm and protected from the cold

Now she’s got someone to listen, someone who hears

It seems like he understands her Turtle tears.

 

There are turtles in the river by the park where the children play

And on a statue of a turtle sits one little girl today

 

 

YOU AND ME TOGETHER

Words & Music: Nigel Cameron

 

I can see your hurting, can I share your pain?

I’d like to help you get back on your feet again

We could help each other now we’re on our own

But you and me together need to be alone

 

Just wanna be with you

 

Is it just a friend you need or maybe more?

Could it be that I’m the one you’re looking for?

What is there to lose when all is said and done?

Do you and me together need to be alone?

 

I could write you letters ‘til the ink runs dry

Offer you my shoulder just to help you cry

We could talk for hours when we’re on the phone

But you and me together need to be alone

 

Just wanna be with you

 

I’ll be pleased to go for you the extra mile

Anything to be with you to spend a while

I can change direction take the long way home

But you and me together need to be alone

 

You make me want to be a better man

So let me come and take you by the hand

Just wanna be with you…

THIS WEEK:

After returning from an action packed trip to Germany with Slemish, Nigel is now preparing for Easter events at his church and then his trip to the ECM Biennial in Spain on 14th April 

 

Ckick on Slemish mountain

 to see what went on in 

Sonic Visuals Recording Studio,

 Broughshane, earlier this year.

 

 

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